(Dis)comforting Sound

I crave for someone's voice.

Someone's voice that calling my name whenever I lost in nowhere (or more often in my own thoughts). Someone's voice that singing me a song. Someone's voice that yelling at me because I've done something wrong.

I crave for someone's voice.

Ironically, I've been making 'another' voice in my head and pretending that that 'voice' is that someone's voice.

Ultra pathetic, I know. But then again, tell me something I don't know.

I crave for someone's voice, that is willing to prevent me from something wrong. That is willing to tell me that I am worth his everything. That is willing to say that everything's okay when everything's not okay.

I crave for someone's voice. But sadly, what comes after me is only this comforting sound you make.

This comforting sound which is half discomforting.

This comforting sound, which always hits me on the chest, in the stomach, inside my throat, and makes me realize that I will never have that someone's voice. That I will never listen my name is spoken using that someone's voice.

For the thousand times, again, I don't feel alright in spite all of these comforting sounds you make.*

Mew - Comforting Sound

(PS: This song is so good I probably will cry when I listen to this and is on my solitude (cie gitu) but seriously, so comforting, so relaxing, most of all, more pairs of ears need to listen to this song!)

Berdua Saja

"Ada yang tak sempat tergambarkan oleh kata

Ketika kita berdua

Hanya aku yang bisa bertanya

Mungkinkah kau tahu jawabnya

Malam jadi saksinya

Kita berdua di antara kata yang tak terucap

Berharap waktu membawa keberanian

Untuk datang membawa jawaban

Mungkinkah kita ada kesempatan

Ucapkan janji takkan berpisah selamanya.."

Sekarang giliran kita yang berdua saja.

Ayo, dong, kamu, jangan main petak umpet terus.

Segera ingglokan hati saya.

***

Di bawah langit mendung yang syahdu dan ditemani dengan lagu dari Payung Teduh yang tidak kalah syahdu. Dan juga bersama sebongkah rindu yang ingin diperjuangkan;diakui, dirindu kembali.

***

Payung Teduh - Berdua Saja

ps: model foto di atas adalah Nabilla dan Ridho, teman sekelas saya. Entah siapa yang memotret, foto tersebut tiba-tiba sudah tersimpan di kamera saya. Saya suka ekspresi mereka. Tidakkah kalian juga?

If I Should Love Again - Nina

Oh my love

You were the only one

Now you're gone and I'm alone

You left something behind. Me. -You Left Something Behind, beradadisini

All my friends

They say what's done is done

I pretend

But deep inside I know

Apa semuanya sudah berakhir? Belum. Perasaan saya belum berakhir - masih belum terlihat dimana ujungnya.

If I should love again

If I find someone new
It would be make-believe
For in my heart
It would be you

Itu akan tetap kamu, kan? Tidak akan berubah, kan? Tolong jawab "iya". Tolong. Saya maunya kamu.

And thought I hold him close
And want him now and then
I'll still be loving you
If I should love again

Karena saya akan tetap mencintai kamu. Tak peduli kamu berada di peringkat berapa di dalam hati saya. Atau setidaknya jika tiba hari itu, hari dimana saya tidak mencintai kamu lagi, ingatlah bahwa setidaknya saya pernah mencintai kamu. Sepenuh hati saya. Tanpa ada paksaan, tanpa ada tuntutan. Karena hati yang memilih.

All day long
I keep remembering
All the night
I think of you

Saya selalu memikirkan kamu. Terutama setiap malam. Sebelum saya beranjak terlelap di telan kelamnya malam. Saya selalu menyiapkan mental saya - bersiap-siap. Siapa yang tahu kalau tiba-tiba saya bermimpi tentang kamu?

All my life
You'll be the song I sing
I'll get by
But this I swear is true

But this I swear is true - waktu saya bilang bahwa saya (pernah) mencintai kamu. :)

***

What if someone had stolen your place in my heart?
What if that day has come?
What if I can't love someone like I ever was doing - to you?

***

Saya harus mengakui sesuatu.
Kamu, si-tanpa-huruf-A-besar sukses menawan hati saya. Kamu hebat, another a. Well done.

Glenn Fredly - Kisah Romantis

Pagi! Kemarin ceritanya saya sama temen saya, Virnanda Ardi lagi galau. Eh, salah. Lagi iseng gitu deh pokoknya. Terus tiba-tiba sebuah ide untuk meng-cover lagunya Glenn Fredly yang berjudul Kisah Romantis terlintas di benak teman saya ini. Jadilah kita meng-cover lagu ini :D Pribadi, saya suka sama lagunya. Suka banget muehehe tapi kalau masih ada salah-salah sedikiiiiit, kami mohon maaf.

Btw, di video ini muka saya gitu banget :|

Handsomeful #A

tiba-tiba aja pikiran kayak gini malang-melintang di otak saya. yang udah pernah nonton film 50 First Dates pasti tau lagu 'Forgetful Lucy' yang di nyanyiin sama Adam Sandler. nah, saya bikin lirik lagu tentang #A pake nada lagu Forgetful Lucy itu. Gini nih liriknya (kalo ada salah-salah grammar maafin ya. amatiran :p)

note: saya memang belum pernah ketemu #A sebelumnya (dalam dunia nyata), saya cuma ngebayangin kalau nanti saya memang bertemu dengan si #A (amiin), dan saya melihatnya dengan seseorang yang (sayangnya) bukan saya, saya udah nyiapin lagu buat dia ;)

Sinclair ave was the place
Where I first saw your face
You didn't see me but I did
And I was watching you from distance

Handsomeful #A (tetep di sensor :p), I keep loving you like I used to

You were hanging out with a girl
And you looked happy with her
I thought that you have found new lover
And she made me so jealous of her

Handsomeful #A, now you have found a new lover

I can see it in your eyes
You are happy with her now
I know you won't let her down
Sometimes I wish I was her who you loves

Handsomeful #A, regretting will not work now

But I still love him so
Even though I can't having him right now and now on
As long as he's happy I'm okay
I wanna tell you something that never been told

You know I have loved you from the start
And I will always do until I can't.
Thanks for give me strength whenever I'm weak
And thanks for being someone who I keep waiting for

Handsomeful #A..

New comer song in my life ^^

hualoooooooooooooo :D :D


waktu itu... pas lagi hari tahun baru Imlek kemarin, saya bosen kronis. HAH!!! saya iseng denger lagu dari handphone kakak saya huahaha. dan.. saya menemukan sebuah lagu yang asli, serius, enak banget.

dan judulnya adalah..... *jengjeng*

Think Of Love yang nyanyi Risin Black Hole.

yang penasaran sama lagunya, bisa download disini ^^ nggak bakal nyesel denger lagunya kok (:



dan ini lirik lagunya ^^

Risin’ Black Hole – Think of Love

Sometimes i wanna give you all the love that i have

cause when you smile, it seems all problems are vanished to the sky

oh i was thinking

why i need you more-why i need you more.

Sometimes i wanna give you all the time that i have

cause when you die my world c…ome tumbling down in front of me

oh i was thinking why i need you more each day.

When i think of love. I just think of you.
I said i want you..i want you to be my wife.

Sometimes i wanna give you all the love that i have

cause you ain’t say nothing, when i wanna share my life with you

oh i was thinking. Would you marry me?

When i think of love. I just think of you.
I said i want you..i want you to be my wife..

Miss You Like Crazy - Natalie Cole

Pagiiiiiiiiii ;D yeay! tumben saya bangun pagi sekarang xD

judulnya Miss You Like Crazy yang dilantunkan oleh penyanyi berbakat, Natalie Cole yang sempat memperoleh 10 grammy awards.

Hihihihi saya mau memposting lagu favorit saya disini. silahkan disimak (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wLrG-AoVl3w&feature=related

dan ini lyric lagunya,

Even though its been so long, my love for you keeps going strong
I remember the things that we used to do, a kiss in the rain
Til' the sun shined through, I'd try to deny it, but I'm still in love with you
 

I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away
Every hour of every day, I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy
No matter what I say or do, there's just no getting over you

I can see the love shining in your eyes, and it comes as such a sweet surprise
If seeing's believing its worth the wait, so hold me and tell me its not too late
We're so good together, we're starting forever now, And I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away, every hour of every day
I miss you like crazy, I miss you baby, a love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again


Just one night and we'll have that magic feeling like we used to do
Hold on tight and whatever comes our way we're gonna make it through
If seeing's believing its worth the wait, so hold me and tell me its not too late
We're so good together, we're starting forever now
 

And I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

No matter what I say or do there's just no getting over you

And I miss you (baby), I miss you (baby), all the tender love you gave me

When a feeling gets this strong, you know the real thing come along

And I miss you, I miss you like crazy baby, only your sweet love
Can save me, I miss you like crazy, a love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again,

Miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

Diliat dari lyric lagunya aja, artinya udah mendalam banget #eyaa haha

jadi inget si onoh kan *eh pfft.