Fall Over Again

Today, 05:19 pm.

I received your email. I was happy. But I didn't think you wanted to keep the conversation going. Your reply was too short. And honestly, I didn't want to end the conversation right away. So I kept replying. Though I knew you wouldn't reply it right away. I knew. I knew. I just don't wanna it to end.

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"Can't believe we met like this

Is it just coincidence?

I had a feeling I'll be seeing you again."

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Sunday, February 23, 10:58 am.

I received your first email. Don't ask me how was the euphoria. I felt so happy I could die smiling.

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"How I wish that I could tell you

It's all in the past

That I was never good at lying."

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 I was just trying to be honest though.

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"I don't wanna hear that song again

From the night we first met

I don't wanna hear you whispering

Things I'd rather forget 

I don't wanna look into your eyes

Coz you know what happens next.

We'll be making love and thenI'll fall all over again." 

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I've been falling too much. Too often. I've been hurt too much. Too often. But why would I  keep wanted to falling?

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"I think I know the feeling

Coz I once loved you so much

And I swore I'd rather die or

Live a day without your touch."

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"I don't wanna hear that song again

From the night we first met

I don't wanna hear you whispering

Things I'd rather forget  

I don't wanna look into your eyes 

Coz you know what happens next.  

We'll be making love and then 

I'll fall all over again." 

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Thank you for making believe in believe again. Thank you for being my inspiration at midnight. Thank you for replying my emails. Thank you for being there--when I have nothing to rely on. Thank you for being considerate about my selfishness. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Please knowing that I am falling in love. *Both* *with you* *and* with every letters on your emails. Write more. Type more. Please. I want to find my self falling in love over and over again.

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Now playing: Dan Hill - I Fall Over Again

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